Day 9:

I am so eager to be loved.

I see it in the faces of strangers that pass me on the street.

Dreaming of that perfect love.

That is easy, solid and life changing.

And I am trying so hard. To be “right” so I can be lovable.

The thing is, I don’t even remember what it was like to be in love.

All the pain people feel for love is part of the process.

We, yes I, love this pain. Love this idea of love. It is so much easier than the real thing.

Love is devotion to the divine. To surrender completely to not another but to the divine. Love is something beyond the people "feeling" it. It is too great to be felt for one person. Relationship is about the people in it, but love is about everyone.